I don’t think I am hot. In fact, I think I’ve never been ‘hot’. Some time ago, I could say that I wasn’t at all in shape. Nevertheless, I still thought of myself as attractive. And believe it or not, I could find girls with ease. Was it because I was more unconscious? Was it that I was funnier because I didn’t care that much? Or was it the booze that allowed me to open up without paying much attention to so many details? Maybe I had fewer social filters. But that was then. Now, even though I receive Continue reading →